ellipsis…

and still i wait…. BAH!!! waiting on ryerson to get back to me is going to kill me. i am so nervous at night that i literally count down the hours before i know the mail will arrive. i decided to call the undergrade application centre to see if they would be able to give me an answer. The answer i got was “we mailed something out to you on May 17.” AHHHH! not the answer i wanted. i just wanted a freaking yes or no.

and so i wait. hopefully tomorrow. i’ve realized that if God wants me in TO next year he’ll put me there. and if He wants me here, this is where i’ll stay. there really isn’t any messing with God’s plan, and what he says goes. i’ve been repeating the phrase “Your will, Your way”, over and over in my head. it’s realy the only thing that has kept me somewhat sane over the last couple of weeks. hopefully i’ll get an answer tomorrow…. we’ll see…